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| Told you common folks that I'd be back, I just didn't say when.
So far college is a drag, I'm meeting new people as crazy as myself and I'm not too sure that's a good thing.
I've got insecurities out the ass and a certain someone still isn't treating me right.
I don't know what to think anymore, all I know is that now isn't the time to make major life changing decisions due to hormonal interference.
I should be in bed right now, since I have a midterm today, but I'm going to stay a while longer.
LJ is a joke, and Blogspot makes me happy inside, but I admit to being a Facebook whore. Save my soul.
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| Funny that Kyio decided to kill her xanga too.
I'm moving to here
and I might possibly move to where she is too. I think it's a disgusting place though.
Fcking snarry fangirls.
alright that's really it.
I'm tired of all of this.
I might actually pop back up on xanga but not quite as much :P
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| I'm done with him
it's through apparently.
I'm sorry that it had to end like this.
After all this time it's finally over, I'm surprised he put up with me for this long.
I need a drink.
Talk to you all later.
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| For some reason my father thinks that he's the shit for "luring me" into a fishing trip that I already wanted to go to by using my friend Bbythyzz as "bait", puns clearly intended.
"I'm going to let you know that as I always know the right bait for whatever fish I want to catch." He said, fully quoted. If that doesn't objectify me then I'm not to sure what does. Perhaps I didn't want to go on the fishing trip, going with Bbythyzz didn't make me want to go any more than I already did. It just made baiting the hooks easier. Who the fuck does he think he is, making me into some trophy he acquired through cunning and skill? Roland Martin in God Mode? Cuntrag.
I caught a trout.
I named it Gerald.
Collectively we caught 5 fish, my little brother (dad's son) M caught two.
One of his fish bled profusely from the gill. Dad thought it was funny, it made Bbythyzz and me sad and I didn't want to fish anymore unless I caught a lellow fish. (twas pretty)
He has all the fish meat, I couldn't eat Gerald if I wanted to. Or the bleedy fish.
Pictures eventually I assume.
My dad's neighbor in PA has a teacup Yorkie named Max, pic of him too.
Dad made fun of him for being so little as if he had no time to prove his dominance over so little of a threat.
Neighbor's daughter D and A (surprisingly she shares a name with my gf A) were pretty interesting:
D was a total idiot and was nothing more than an annoying child trying to act tough for attention because her mommy didn't give a fuck and left and her daddy went and got someone new. I don't take well to people insulting my father, as much of an asswipe as he is, it's my job to insult him not hers. She also tried to rename Bbythyzz. I know what it means to rename or "nickname" someone: it gives her control over him through a name by which he is to respond. I made the goddamn rulebook when it comes to that shit. Annoying little 10 year old brat. It's a good thing I have enough logic to override my extremely short supply of patience. Especially when her bad habits started influencing her little sister and my brother M.
A was interesting and she and I had some things in common. Apparently she was a lot easier to talk to, and a rather intellectual child. I'd like to have her as a student later on in life. I think she would be an interesting mind to add to my collection of manipulated souls XD. She likes to sew and she's in a similar familial status as my own. This made for interesting conversations, and she appreciates logic, silliness and carefree nature. And natural hair. Nappy by nature forever. Kids like that, open minded and bright, give me hope for the future. I was a little sad
that I had to leave, I could teach her so much. Hopefully I'll catch her again.
I miss my A, she'll have a better name soon. I just don't know how to tell Shaxxi about her. I really want to be with him but apparently that wouldn't work since he's older and I'd have to be out later to be with him and ARGH I've probably said this a million times so I shan't say it again.
I need a hug.
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| Is it bad when the only thing stopping someone from ending it all in a flash,
is the fact that her family won't receive her life insurance?
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One book overdue at the library,
had to sneak through the library to avoid being seen by my gf while trying not to puke all over my shoes, pass out on the floor and soil myself in the throes of agony.
I despise being a young woman in the prime of her childbearing phase.
Going to draw a new character (not that you guys are going to get to see her)
actually she's not new just...revamped. (No vampire pun intended)
Boppy bought me purple glittery flowery flip-flops from the 99 cent store.
They're cute and comfy and I don't know what I would do without an adorable brother.
TO THE BOPPYCAVE!!
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I want a chicken.
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